Posted by Anonymous on 2014/05/10 under Uncategorized You know when you’re just simply tired? Tired of doing everything? Not like, sleep-deprived or anything like that. Just tired of having to do the same old thing over, and over, and over again…that’s everyday. Waking up with the schedule running fresh through your head, eating the same exact breakfast, putting on the same old clothes in your closet. Going to school knowing that you’ll be seeing these faces for the next however many months. So tiring. You just can’t do it. Homework, projects, tests, grades, failing…failure. You’re a failure. By the end of the year, you’ve felt so done that you can’t even start up a conversation with the people you call your friends. You don’t have time to hang out after school because you’re so. Damn. Tired. Tired of it all. You don’t want to laugh, hang out, or do fun things with other human beings. All you want to do is lay in bed and wallow in your own self pity. You are tired.
What is this feeling? Why do you push away the people you love? You’re tired. That’s why; You’re too tired to ask for help, you’re too tired to eat, you’re too tired to get out of bed. And it’s gotten so bad that once school was over, your family didn’t see much of you anymore. They think you’re just a electronic-obsessed teenager that has nothing better to do than text and sleep. That’s not the case. They don’t understand. They just don’t f***ing understand. You’re over here laying in bed, wanting to die for god’s sake, so why are they downstairs laughing and eating dinner as if you didn’t exist? You don’t exist. You’re tired and you want to die, and the simple fact that you’ve become a living corpse is what made your existence little to nothing. You are nothing.
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No.. We all b**** about how tired we are. Thats so not the truth. The word we are searching for here is lazy. We are just too lazy to get up. To change things… To even enjoy life. When we will lose this way of life we will miss this SO MUCH.. Just understand the importance and start enjoying life..
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so last year i was pretty much this, i was in a class at school with no-one, i was bored out of my mind, i would fail classes, disappoint parents and teachers and i became jealous of everyone in the class, i had only 2 classes with friends, and they were where i felt i could breathe, where i had purpose, by the end of the year, the occasional girl would talk to me, because most of the guys were f***wits and that would lighten up my day, but then it would be another 5 hours and 50 minutes of sad, boring s*** at school
my only fun was either playing football manager (lol) or annoying other guys in the class, and when i realised i was a dog for this it was too late, and the chances to make friends was probs gone
THEN, this year there’s not one class where im without friends, my classes are full of them, we laugh, play and muck around all the time and still do our work, but im enjoying school, im doing work
just find something that makes you smile that gets you through the day, think about the future, find a hobby or something you wish to do (i would like to play american football but im in australia so i just am all over sports websites looking and dreaming of athleticism…)
just having something to smile about makes it all worthwhile